"apa ada dlm hati ? "

selamat malam..

 salam :)

cm biasa..malam tok..ada la bnda yg ku tringin glak nak mluah..

sak rs tenang ckit jiwa ku memalam tok..

biasa..khas ku luah k teman2 ku..

kiranya..skali gus ku crta ngn takorg..mcm...kita dok2 becerita lam bilit nak oe..

well..

malam tok..nak share bnda..dr hati ke hati jak tok..

malam tek..ku rindu ngan sumONE ..well.tkrg twuk la sapa ya kan..

opcoz umar ..

pahal ndak ka..

tepikey jwak ku..apa ndak dh kabar nya nektok..adakah

sedang bahagia?

hope so :)

apa yang terbaik k dr nya..ya yg ku maok jwak..

8least..klu bkn aku..pasangan nya...

ku mok nya tetap bhgia..

bnyk yg ku blaja dr nya..

even..

sepnjg ku bgerek nya nya..aku x pernah d hargai disisi nya..

p ku mena2 harap...

ku harap glak2...

one day lak..

nya akan terpikey apa yg ku pernah rasa ya..

rasa sakit hati..kecewa...pa suma..

ku harap satu hari lak,,nya akan taubat...n akan mghargai perasaan perempuan,,,

n twuk jg hati org tua nya..

myb knek nya x pkey..apa ka..btol olah nya ya..p..yalah

manusia ne jwak x molah silap..

jauh di sudut hati tok..

ada trsimpan sebuah harapan..yg xkan termakbul :)

mok twuk pa..?

ku mok..

aku n nya..dapat perbetulkan hubungan..pendek kata..ku mok putarkan balit masa..shiooo..putarkan...jadi...?

bkn OREO k..

tp..ku mok...AKU n nya jd org yg saling x mengenali antara 

satu sama lain :(

kan?

mmg x mungkin termkbul kan?

p ku twuk..

semua yg berlaku..ada hikmah nya..biar ALLAH yg menilai suma ya

..

mmg terlalu terseksa..bila aku in a relationship ngn nya dolok..

smpeykan..kawan2 ku..nangis..dyat olah ku :)

p saat ya..pa yg lebih bahagia..

aku ada kwan yg sentiasa ada..tem ku susah n senang..

tq fwen :)

ku twuk..aku insan lemah..ku kuat bila ada org di sisi ku..

mrik dorongan..n semangat..ku

xkisah..klu org kata ku sombong..xmok bekwan..p ku twuk cgek jak..

"kawan yang ikhlas..nya akan bwat cara nya..iklas mok bekawan..bkn bkwn bila senang jak"

terlalu sulit hubungn tersebut..ttp aku juz dpt pertahan hubungan ya..smpey 9 bulan :)

pun kira ok dh kan..sebab.."bergerek ka x temya..XDA BEZA..nok ku rasa nya ada aku temya..sebulan jerr"

aku x suka senanya..hubungan yg sekejap2..

ku xsuka cmya..

p yalah..

then..bila lepas hubungan ya berakhir...ku da knal...

berkawan jak la..

seorg insan nama nya...shuttt..xpat la di pdh..

temya..cyes..ku lega..bila ku dpt mluah kan suka duka ku nok ku pndm ya..ngn nya..ku senang bercerta ngn nya...dgr nsht nya...

lamak2 perasaan ya..berubah ckit..then..bila ku sedar ttg perasaan ya..ku kongsi la crta kwn baru ya dgn family ku..abang man n bpk..ya pun untuk pestyme...ku mdh ngn family...lepas ku berusaha ngumpul keberanian ku ya tek..chewah..bkn pa...my family jnis yg tegas..x suka ank2 nya da gerek senanya..

onest..my family like him :)

but..biasalakan..dah nm nya hubungan yg awal nya mula dgn persahabatan..mmg akn kekal jd sahabat..ye kerrr..?wat ever la kan..pndpt masing2 :)

tp..yg syok nya...si die pun..dimiliki org..yelah..kesian kan ngn aku.. apa la nasib cmya..fes ya mmg la..rasa skit hati..tp..slow2 ku pujok hatiku..then..xlmk kakya..aku ok..p..sejak 2 peristiwa yg terrroookkks ya berlalu..aku menjadi trauma untuk semntara yer..mok twuk jwak ya..yalah nak..nak dikongsikan crta...harap bila nya baca tok..nya trimak ngn hati yg terbuka..dgr luahan hati tok...k..xda nyat nok jaik tok..rya..bila nya kontek aku kan..kontek balit la mksd nya..ku happy..yelah..sahabat :) fes ya ng oke..xkan kita nak bdendam nak..ku bkn cmya..ku oke jak..smpey satu ari..nya bg aku dgr lagu "menyesal"ku pun dgr..dr cya..ku paham la jwak..rasa hati nya..tp..ntah la..temya..ku xpat rasa ketulusan rah ati nya..saat nya merik lagu ya..xtwuk pahalll..rasa mcm...bnda yg sama akan berulang gk..so..ku bia kan jak..smpey nya mdh..ku cm xda perasaan gk ngn nya..p temya..its hard to say la..ku nak mdh syg..mmg ada la..p ku xtwuk..mulut ku laju mdh cmya..senanya temya..ku tkut glak..klu aku jatuh hati,,gk ngn nya..adoyai...p ku act like angel jap la..mnguji senanya..adakah nya mena2 mksd kan ya..ku mdh la..ku xmok nya break ya gara2 aku..then ku xmok la ngga hubungan nya nya grk nya sekejap..p ng mena..ku x suka hubungan yg singkat..crta punya crta..one day..nya mdh nya da ok ngn grk nya..1st thing...temya..pa org mdh..hatiku..sedeh ! p lam masa yg sama jwak..ku happy..nya dh blit ngn fatehah :) bkn pa sedeyh ya..sedeh ku..org nya tetap bkn aku..dgn umar bkn..dgn nya tok pun bkn..p its ok..janji cdak bhgia :)

saban hari aku masih mujok drik ku tok...jgn terlalu berduka..ngn mnda2 cmya..semua yg berlaku ada hikmah nya..so..bila tyap kali ku tba2 terkenang kan bnda cmya..ku sedey..dlm hati ku menangis..sakit rasa nya :'(

so..hati2 yg sedang sedeh.. ! dgr !.ada jwak skit kbr gmbira ku mok shre ckit tok...ckit la..temtok..la oe..ku mengenali seorg insan yg ku dyat berbeza ckit la..dgn nya jk dh ku kongsi crta hidupku..p ku xla cta suma..selalu nya ku suka mintak pndpt nya..nasihat nya..then..bila aku sedey n happy..org pertama ku shre la ngn nya..ku jenis..bila ku happy..ku rasa mok shre ngn suma org..suk ba..ku xka tapok2..p bila ku sedeyh..ku xselalu crta ngn kwn2 ku..xsemua ksedihan ku cta ngn kwn2 ku..happy ya salu la..p bila da xtahann..crta la..sakit doe..hehe..btw..hope,hubungan yg baru terjalin ya..akan mrubah seluruh hdupku..xmok dah ada pekra yg sama brulang gk..x bes..so..ku pilih jalan.."jgn terlalu berharap :)" peace !

n nak mention ckit nama ya la..nama nya,,

"sopie :) "

p/s:

so pesanan utk pembaca or yg terbaca..

ku xharap tkorg bercrta nok xgus blkg ku..n x jwak harap follow blog ku la nak oe..bila dah bc..juz..ttp jk mulut ya..k..ku cuma molah blog tok..untuk drk ku jak..n kwn2 rapat ku jak :)

peace !

so..selamat malam..ms utk tydo lg yerr..n b4 tydo..nak shre ckit tok..

tk pic kazen ku kwen mggu lepas..tok jk pic ada temtok..p cyes..ng kacak la bju pngntin nya..paling cntik..bju nya kaler merah rya..p syg..xda pic..

ar..tok aku..tem g pngilan kazen ku kwen ya

pic to..tem pngntn gago2 berinai..ku pun join jwak :p

arr..yg tok..kst crocks ku..kst ksygn ku temtok :)

n yng tok the only one pic ku ngn mak ku :)

n lastly.. pic aku la..sapa gk :)


so nyte >.<

~ one in a million ~

salam :)

deh...ngeluh jak2 ku dr tdk...hmm..

hati gelisah semacam...

pahal oe..

bingong glak ngn report :( lom bepolah gk..cmney tok..

sapa mok tolong :'(

mummy ! !

ku xmok molah report...

xbest...remeh !

uwwwwaaaaagh 

naaa nangis da :(

huhu..tambah2 gk..nektok..SAYA mau Dia...dgr...luahan hdup ku tok..

kan best...bila ada org yg sudi dgr ku bcerita...xla berasa glak beban ya..huhu..

p org ya tgh busy !

sedey..

p x al la kan..bkn ku sorg jak merlu nya..

btw..

malam tok..ku melayan lagu tok jak.. 

"one in a million"

best2..

cmtok lirik nya..

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Miss. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the boys I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the guys don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million boys around but I don't see no one but you

boy you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular guy
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain

Whatever you do it's working
All the boys don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million boys around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
boy you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing boy
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
he's mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
boy you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

bes nak lagu ya..chewah..

k ngilang2 ngantok..pun jd la kan :)

btw..its my fav song !

lirik lagu di gubah untuk seorang yg sngt beerti bwat aku

nektok :)

chewah..ada2 jak :)

heheh

xdala..huhu..kla..

stop !

pey ctok jak lok..

nak nyambong molah report yg...

sememang nya belambak2 gk..lom di update2 ku..

aiyaa..

busan..p mesty bwat !

mesty jwak !

 hmm..

so..

nyte ! >.< 

:)

~takut~

assalamualaikum..

a very gud nite all..

sure...n sure..tonyte..ada bnda yang ku nak shre :)

tajuk nya 

T A K U T :)

takut tntg pa?pasal takut ya?

sbnarnya..aku takut glak..

bila aku ada perasaan yg 'bahagia'..

u know wht im try to tellin' u?

yarh ! correct..ku takut..bila perasaan syg ku ya..aku xpat tahan..

ku tkt..bila aku salah langkah..

ku takut..klu perasaan ya..akhirnya memakan drik ku kdirik..

p knak?

sebab...mala aku jk yg terluka..xbes..merana bila harapan..yang dibina..hancusss cmya jak..

ku kecewa bila perasaan ya..x dihargai..

"ingat senang ka mok sayang org"

huh!

so..ku takut bila ku trimak jak ..bila org mbak bgwek..nakpa ka..

cali bh..p cgek la..mmg di akui..

ayat seorg lelaki..

mmg power 

nar x..p ya xpat dijdkan alasan jwak untuk seorg insan bergelar prempuan menyerahkan mahligai nya ngn owg laki..nar x..

thats why la..

ku susah mok cayak..pa org ckp..

syg ka..rindu ka..myb...dlm masa yg sama..nya mdh bnda yg sama..dgn org lain :)

bg aku la..kalau da syg ngn org lain..xperlu ta ngga org yg lain gk..xperlu..!

cukup sorang..p satu hal..ku plg x ska..bila org ya mdh..nya syg aku..p tup2..ada org lain..ku xmok..

ku bkn jnis pendendam pun org..p ya la..bila skali kepercayaan ku

dgn seorg ya dh DOWN ..sori..ku kompom xpat ekot rentak nya gk :)

kwn mmg kwn nak..musuh jgn d cari..

so plis..

"pikey kit ttg perasaa org nok dimain ya..imagine ckit...bila bnda yg sama..belaku kt kta kdirik"

okie..?

baruk pikiran ya..nait ckit makin ari..

yorh ! knk la sayu glak sa ati mlm tok :(

myb tba2 tringat..kisah2 dolok nak..sorie emo glak mlm2 cmtok..

mesti ka mlm tok..

hmm..

klah..yajak dolok..salam :)

~.~"

~ ntah papa ~

assalamualaikum :)

yarh..lamak mena da x nype2 lam tok ey....

so...malam tok ku nk shre bout..."ntah papa" ...ya nang mena la xda idea ho..sepanjang bulan 5 2011 tok..xda cgek bnda pun yg pat molah ku sedeh :)

pahal?

its that my lucky month?

absolutely...YESS ! rite :)

hehe..

so...tonyte...i want to tell u...how missing sumONE bleh molah ku xlalu makan,,,x lena tido..n what else? ntah papa la oe..

 what is that ? am i fall in  ? ? x nak? memang x pun nak oe..memang dasar ku tok ska kongsi crta..n mntak pndpt org jwak ya..ya kali molah org selesa kot :)plis deyh...lupain dong ! hehe..ntah papa..

 p ya ng la..sampey x lalu makan ndah :) ntah papa..

p ku harap la...perasaan ya x memusnahkan harapan ku yg lama terpendam..cewah :) cecali memalam cmtok ae...heheh..

ntah..nya rasa ka apa yg kurasa?

hanya ALLAH yang tahu :)

akhirnya kelak..ku harap..

ianya akan membawa satu kebahagian yang amat ternilai bwat diriku..

 amiiin :)

p..

most important..

biar la.."rasa hati" ya di ketepikan skjp..plg lamak pun..tggu la...GRADUATE lok..shioo...tang mena bunyi eyh..

kin panjang cta...

ntah papa

gus g tydo by2..

lak len gk dcrta...

so..

 

(>.<)

 selamat malam

semuanya :)